Satanism, Military, Reptilians and Aliens
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Per your request I have prayed about whether or not I should post my experiences on your website, and I'm being told that I should. Kara Mildenhall.

So, I've tried to compile the experiences in as concise a manner as possible. Hopefully this isn't too long. The experiences are listed below. Stephanie, I'm very well aware that some of my experiences may brand me as, to say the least, whacked out. Sometimes, I seriously feel that way. But as I've attested at the end of the entries I've listed here, everything that I've written HAS happened to the best of my knowledge. Too many things both my parents told my siblings and myself seem to corroborate much of what has happened to me. As for whether or not any of these same things have happened to any of my other brothers and sisters, I don't know. While we DO talk about UFO's and abductions, and they do know of my claims, none have admitted to having the same experiences.

Also, I must tell you that I was also sexually abused by my father and 4 other men by the time I was 18. Actually, my life has been much more... 'active' than these experiences might indicate. However, I sincerely do NOT feel that the incest or sexual abuse had anything to do with the abductions. Or rather, I wasn't so traumatized (though I WAS, certainly, traumatized by these experiences with my father and the others) that I blocked everything out. I was dissociative to an extent, but not to the point of having MPD or alters. Therefore, I do not feel as though I was trying to convince myself or anyone else that I'd been abducted by aliens when in actuality I'd been raped by my father. The fact is, both things happened.


SIGNIFICANT ALIEN and RELATED ENCOUNTERS

Kara Mildenhall

Preface:

Without going into lengthy detail of my life history, I feel that there are a few details which the reader might find relevant to the following material.

1) My parents met in approximately 1953/54 while in the Navy and attending a training school at Patuxant River, Maryland. I found out several years ago that the Naval base that is located here is a top secret base, and that the ‘schooling’ is of a top secret nature.

2) Although my father claims he was ‘merely’ a pilot, my mother, who was a certified genius (and, I believe, an abductee, herself), was a cryptographer.

3) My father, after being discharged from the Navy in 1954/55, enlisted in the Air Force. From this point he/we were stationed at numerous AFB’s around the country and one in Great Britain. All of the bases to which he was assigned had/have some level of top secret clearance, and, in fact, it has been noted that there were UFO sitings at each of bases for which he received orders.

4) There is some (circumstantial) evidence that indicates that my father may not be my biological father and that I may have a ... different parentage. Although, to my knowledge I have human blood. However, the manner in which this knowledge came to me suggests that there is something unusual about my conception and/or origins.

5) My mother, who was a cryptographer, implied (though she never stated this outright) that she worked with the Navy's Intelligence division deciphering alien text, such as that found at Roswell; she was also an avid UFO/paranormal researcher, though this last bit was not something I learned until I was in my early 20's

6) While in Albuquerque, just before my dad retired from the USAF in 1965, my mother and I would frequently sit on the back porch of our on-base house which abutted the military portion of the Albuquerque International Airport (Sunport) and watched strange light patterns and vehicles navigate the night skies at the foot of the Manzano Mountains. She would often state that these vehicles weren't airplanes, as most people believed.

7) At one point in the early 80's my father and mother told my siblings and me that they were wanting to get all of us together and tell us about what they did in the military. My father had intimated for many years that his role had something to do with top secret activities; we jokingly referred to this as his "Secret Agent" persona. However, before they could bring us together to do this, we were told that the government/military rescinded the clearance and they were not allowed to tell us what they did. We snickered at him behind his back, whispering to each other that it was all probably just a joke anyway. My mother, who was always very serious and whom we could always trust to tell us the truth, told us that he was telling the truth. That she, too, had been informed at one point that she could divulge her 'secret' past to her family, then just as quickly told that she couldn't.

1961 Age 6: Braintree, Essex, Great Britain; My younger brother, whom I had been watching disappeared. My mother called the police who found him in an orchard that abutted ourproperty. However, according to the Bobbies, there was no way my brother could have gotten into the orchard from our property, since our backyard was enclosed by a 6 foot high cement wall. The police also stated that there was only one other way into the orchard – but the entrance was 5 miles from where my brother slipped away from me and because of his age they didn’t think it possible that he could have managed that distance in that short a period of time by himself. Although my brother and I were not together, I, too, disappeared for a two hour period while searching for him. When I returned home I was unable to account for where I had been. When I asked my mother about this event many years later, she stated that my brother had either fallen through a time warp, or been abducted by aliens.

1962 Age 7: Braintree, Essex, Great Britain; (Although this event seems to be a well formed memory, something about it feels not quite right. In other words, I’m not quite sure that it’s an accurate memory.) Went to a nearby field/forest with my 15 year old brother. My brother ‘lost’ me for nearly an hour. He told my parents that one minute I was there, and the next I was gone. He also indicated that he had searched in every direction in and around the area in which he had last seen me, but was unable to locate me. He returned to the area where I had disappeared a little over an hour later when I mysteriously ‘reappeared’. He stated that although he did not see me reappear, he knew that I had not been there before...and then I was.

1963 Age 8: Mountain Home, Idaho, USA; Disappeared from my bed late one night according to my mother who had checked on me. Although she checked the entire house, she could not find me. She thought that, because I was known to sleepwalk, I might have wandered outside. She checked around the house, but could not locate me. When she went back into the house and into my room, she found me in my bed, asleep. She swears that I had not been in the bed before, and that she had checked the entire house thoroughly, including under the bed, the bathroom and other areas, but I was no where to be found.

1964 Age 9: Bossier City, Louisiana, USA; Began hemorrhaging and was unconscious after a tonsillectomy. Although I should have been taken to the hospital at Barksdale in Shreveport, my father took me to an office in the secured area of Bossier City AFB. The ‘doctor’ examined me. I left my body briefly and was told I had to return. I watched from above my body as the doctor seemed to pull something out of my nose and my ears, then reinsert the objects.

1965 Age 10, Albuquerque, New Mexico, Manzano AFB, USA; My father, who was in the Air Force in the Special Forces or Special Ops unit (I’ve gotten two different stories on just which of these he was attached to), took me up to a high level security area at the foot of the Manzanos. We passed through a guard post. The guard checked my father’s ID card, then after looking in at me he waved us through.

My father took me to a quonset hut that abutted the Manzanos, and left me sitting at a table in the front of the hut. There was no one else there. The hut had a wooden gym-type floor, with no other furniture, besides a metal folding table and chair, where my father told me to sit. I noticed that there was a door in the northeast corner of the hut, to my left. (As of this date I have yet to remember exactly what was behind the door, but I strongly feel that I was taken through the door and was either forced to block out the memory, or voluntarily blocked the memory, although I have a very strong sense that there were reptilians and greys behind the door.)

My father left me there in mid-afternoon, and did not return until late that same night. I remember nothing more about the hut, nor about what might have happened during the approximately 5-8 hours I was there.

1966 - 1967: This time period is hazy.. I feel that something DID happen, but I can’t quite graspthe memories during this time.

1968 Age 13: Albuquerque, New Mexico, USA; Disappeared from the Washington Jr. High baseball field one night while with a friend. My friend said he looked all over for me, but was unable to locate me. About 2 hours later he said that I reappeared in the same area in which he had last seen me. I was not aware of having left the area.

1969-1973: Albuquerque, New Mexico, USA; Had at least two other missing time episodes during this time period, but was/am unable to recall the specifics.

1974 Age 18, Albuquerque, New Mexico USA; my then boyfriend asked me to go to Elephant Butte Lake with him for the weekend, in March/April. My father stated that I could not go. The next thing I remember, I was leaving the house with my boyfriend later that night (a Friday). That was the last thing I remember until I returned on Monday morning. I ‘came to’ sitting on the front porch of my house. I also seem to recall vague memories of a blue-skinned race of people...although they seem to have been benevolent.

1975 Age 19, Idar Oberstein, West Germany; my then husband and two of our friends had gone on a picnic in a meadow near where my husband was stationed in Baumholder, West Germany. Suddenly I had the urge to explore a nearby cave. I went into the cave alone.. and saw two Greys and a nearly 7' tall Reptilian. The reptilian was kneeling on the ground drawing a strange symbol in the dirt when I walked into the cave, but stood up as we made eye contact. They were not a figment of my imagination. I saw the evidence of their having been there after they turned and faded away through the rock.

1975 Age 19, Mettweiler, West Germany; my husband, who I had recently found had been a Satanic high priest while in high school, attempted to convince me to ‘join’ a coven to which he belonged with his Sergeant and several other army buddies. I declined. He insisted. One night he forced me to go with him to the field where I’d seen the greys and the reptilian. I remember going into the cave and seeing the symbol on the floor of the cave. I don’t remember anything more of that night until I awoke the next morning.

1975 Age 19, Mettweiler, West Germany; About two months after the preceding incident I discovered that I was pregnant. Went to the doctor and had a pregnancy test, which confirmed that I was pregnant. I saw the doctor for 3 more months...in my 6th month I went to the doctor once again, only to find that the doctor I had seen was no longer there, and that my case had been given to another doctor. The new doctor, after examining me and having me take another urinalysis, stated that I was not pregnant. Not only had I been having morning sickness, but my stomach grew as though I had a child growing inside me...AND, I felt the child kicking. The doctor also informed me that because of a malformation in my uterus and the fact that my uterus was tipped, I could not have any more children.

1975 Age 19, Mettweiler, West Germany; was then studying the Bible with Jehovah’s Witnesses. Was sitting at the kitchen table of our apartment. Neither the windows nor the door was open. Suddenly I felt a strong breeze ruffle my hair...then the kitchen window opened, the wind seemed to blow outside, then the window closed again...by itself.

1978 Age 22, Orlando, Florida, USA; Regained ‘consciousness’ one night, naked, in the swimming pool of the apartment complex at which I lived. I do not remember having left the apartment, nor do I remember having gotten into the pool. Since I have also been known to sleepwalk, it’s very possible that this even may have another source.

1978 Age 23: Orlando, Florida, USA; Awakened one night to find myself standing over my husband with a butcher knife in my hand...I remember having heard a voice that told me to kill my husband.

1986 Age 31, Fairhope, Alabama, USA; December; Was on my way home from a Christmas party around the 22nd or so.... and, although I had had a drink, I had no more than that. I took a wrong turn on a rural farm road I didn’t know well, and suddenly ran into a fog bank, or blanket of fog. I slowed significantly, but not before I ran into an earthen embankment and crashed into a lake. My car was totally submerged. I managed to get out of the car and swam to the top. I looked at my watch just before I got out of the car...it was 12:30 a.m. The next thing I remember I was in the front foyer of a farm house I later determined to be about 3 blocks from where my car went into the lake; I was looking at a grandfather clock that read 3:00 am. I don’t remember the walk from the lake to the house, nor what happened in between, but I was unable to recall nearly 2 ½ hours of my life.

1987 Age 31, Fairhope, Alabama, USA, February; When I was examined by my doctor, she informed me that I was at least 2 months pregnant. I had not been sexually active for several months previous to that time period, as well as approximately two months afterwards. So in 1987 Age 32, Mobile, Alabama, USA, October I gave birth to a daughter whose paternal parentage is highly questionable. My daughter is quite a talented, intelligent and beautiful young lady.

1998 Age 43, Robertsdale, Alabama, USA, June; my youngest daughter and I witnessed a low flying barge-type UFO over our apartment. Not aware of having lost any time.

1998 Age 43, Albuquerque, New Mexico, USA; July, my youngest daughter and I witnessed a phalanx of UFO’s (approximately 9) flying in formation over the Los Lunas area as we drove into Albuquerque. I checked my watch and saw that it was 6:30 ... we were not too far from my oldest daughter’s apartment, and it should have taken us, at the most, another hour to reach her apartment. We didn’t arrive at her apartment until 9:00.

2000 Age 45; Albuquerque, New Mexico, USA, August; had discovered I was approximately 3 months pregnant in June, 2000; had not had sex in at least 3 months; had an abortion.

2000 Age 46, Albuquerque, New Mexico, USA, November; had a tubal ligation.

2003 Age 47/48, Albuquerque, New Mexico, USA, January, 2003 - October, 2003; Last period occurred in December, 2002. My doctor and myself believed that I was going into menopause. Also began experiencing morning sickness, enlargement of the stomach area (though I gained weight in no other parts of my body), and felt... movement. Had another period in November, December and January...no period since January. Believe it is possible that I was pregnant during this time, though there is no evidence of a child.

2004 Age 48, Albuquerque, New Mexico, USA, March; have been experiencing insomnia, fear of sleeping, and a seeming phobia around being asleep around 3:00 in the morning. Have seen shadows and figures flitting through the apartment. My cat acts as though she sees things as well, even reacting violently when forced to remain with me if I attempt to retain her after I’ve seen something. She continues to wake me up either right at or right around 3:00 in the morning. She’ll scratch on my door and yowl until I open it. But she won’t come into the bedroom, nor does she seem to want to be fed.

2004 Age 48, Albuquerque, New Mexico, USA, April; girlfriend took digital pictures of me in our apartment. All of the pictures had either balls of light in them or large diffuse areas of light spread throughout the pictures. Two of the pictures showed what seemed to be diffuse light which covered me completely, though I could be seen in the background. She checked the camera each time before using it to make sure that the light, aperture and other settings were appropriate for inside nighttime shots. They were. Pictures taken before and after these – without me as the subject – were fine.

Unusual Occurrences:

1) I quite often ‘see’ – in my mind’s eye – what seem to be the eyes of a reptilian: yellowish, elongated pupils and scaly skin surrounding the eyes.

2) Have seen shadows and balls of light, not related to anything ‘normal,’ that is, not dust motes, not sunlight, not artificial light.

3) Have been feeling very light, as if my mass is lessening, not as though I’m losing weight, but as if I’m fading away. Feel as if I’m losing my hair, though it seems to be the same. Have been sensing people’s thoughts/desires more accurately. Have several times walked into a room and spoken, only to be ignored by whomever I’m addressing. They say they didn’t know I was there. Almost as if I’m invisible.

4) I hear ‘voices’ calling my name, when there is no one around.

5) Have been experiencing a tremendous sense of dread, as if I know something very bad is going to happen, but I don’t know what.

The majority of these experiences may cause me to sound crazy, and sometimes I can’t help but feel the same thing myself. However, to the best of my knowledge, I attest to the veracity of these statements.

If you have any questions for me, please post them on the MarsForce egroup at

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/marsforce

Kara Mildenhall



Copyright ©: Stephanie Relfe - 2004

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Reptilians Steal Babies
By Stephanie Relfe B.Sc. (Sydney)

This article is dedicated to God who helped me through this,
and to all the women who have lost babies through abduction

On Friday 13th July 2001 I was two months pregnant with what we hoped would be our first child. I had turned 42 around that time. My husband Michael and I had been happily married for four years. I spent all of that day in our apartment near Norfolk, Virginia, while Michael was at work.

I felt wonderful all day until 3.30 - 4.30 pm when I suddenly felt VERY tired, terrible and wiped out. I felt so bad that I decided to take a nap. I was asleep when Michael came home at 6.00 pm. By this time I was still feeling really bad and even nauseous. This was very unusual as I am very healthy.

We quarreled, which again was very unusual. Finally, I overcame my negative feelings enough to ask Michael for a kinesiology balance to find out what why we were quarrelling, and why I felt so bad. (Kinesiology makes use of "muscle testing". Through this simple technique which can be learned through a system called "Touch for Health" you can learn how to communicate directly with the brain, which knows everything about your body. See http://www.tfhka.org/).

Michael gave me the kinesiology balance. My 'cloacals' were out of balance. The cloacal system is an energy system known by hardly anyone except a few people who have learned this correction from Applied Kinesiology. The Cloacal System controls and regulates most if not all of the major fluctuating qualities and quantities in the body. When your Cloacals are not working you are like a 'leaf in the wind' and will be much more affected by different stresses.

The Cloacals seem to work by acting as a reference point for the Autonomic Nervous System, which has the main job of maintaining stability within your body. Therefore, with the Cloacals 'blown' , as we say, a person will be continually out of balance and the body will not be able to completely heal itself. In addition, they may be operating on, say 30% to 70%, of normal body energy levels. In this case, there is little energy available for any needed healing.

If the Cloacals are not working properly, a few of the things that will be affected are; body energy levels, bladder, bowels, reproductive organs, pregnancy, sexuality, hormone levels, body fat, metabolism, blood sugar levels, blood pressure, body temperature, speed of healing, immune efficiency, brain chemistry, learning abilities, coordination, emotional stability and allergic responses!
It takes a VERY large stress to knock the cloacals out of balance, for example a car crash, divorce, death in the family, being born, having a child, being vaccinated or --- being abducted.

Michael muscle tested me to find out why my cloacals were out of balance. Through a long process of questions and answers, my body indicated that I had been abducted. On asking the body whether the abducters were humans, aliens, reptilians or something else, the body indicated that they were reptilians. . (Note: It has been found by muscle testing that our bodies don't classify reptilians as "aliens". Presumably this is because they have been on this planet long enough to count as natives).

From personal experience and also from doing kinesiology on a number of people, I believe that anyone who has been subjected to abduction or mind control will have programs put in their brain called "Wernicke's Commands".

A "Wernicke's command" is a sabotaging command stored in the right wernicke's area of the brain. Most of us have a lot of these. They got stored there whenever someone whom we held as someone in authority, such as a parent or doctor, said something to us. These commands are worded from a "you" point of view. For example, if a person has a belief that "I'm not good enough" the command is likely stored in their brain as "You are not good enough", which is what the person said to them. Wernicke's commands are bad enough for messing up one's life, but when they are put in a person's mind INTENTIONALLY by mind controllers, using force, they cause even more problems. More details on the wernicke's commands and how to remove them using kinesiology are given at http://www.kinesiologist.us/wernickes_self_sabotage.html. Also, many of the wernicke's commands which are given to stop people remembering abductions are detailed throughout the free ebooks 'The Mars Records' at http://www.themarsrecords.com/

I presented the "Wernicke's Commands" at the July 2002 annual conference for the Touch for Health Kinesiology Association of USA (http://www.tfhka.org/). They loved the correction when I taught it to them! Then I finished up with ten minutes explaining that healers should keep an eye out for victims of alien abduction, reptilian abduction, military abduction and mind control. I also explained that if they suspected that a client had been affected by these things, to first check for "booby traps". These are wernicke's commands to (1) die if the person remembers (eg "Have heart failure if you remember this") and/or (2) kill the healer who helps them to remembe (eg "Kill the person who helps you to remember this".

Around 2000 a healer in Melbourne Australia was killed by one of her clients. I believe that she probably unknowingly uncovered the client's programming, without first removing booby traps to make the person kill whoever helped them to remember.

At the end of my ten minute dissertation on aliens etc., most people were frozen in their seats. However, a number of people afterwards expressed their appreciation of the new information. Since that time, I have learned that at least one kinesiologist found on returning home that all kinds of new clients turned up to see her - and they were all abductees who needed this correction! One man had leukemia. Just removing the wernicke's commands (such as "Have lung failure if your remember) his pulmonary capacity doubled within a day! (as confirmed by his doctor).

Muscle testing on the day that I had been taken by reptilians indicated that I had been given twelve wernicke's commands. This felt correct to me.

Before we could remove the wernicke's commands, a drug was balanced out with kinesiology.

The twelve wernicke's commands that were removed were:

1. Don't remember this
2. You are ours
3. Forget this
4. This didn't happen
5. You belong to us
6. Nothing happened today
7. We weren't here
8. Today was great
9. Stop fighting us
10. We're invincible
11. You will lose
12. You don't want to do this anymore

Further evidence that I had been abducted was a very strange, very dark purple bruise that I had on my inner right thigh. It was in the shape of three fairly distinct solid diamonds joined to each other in a line. The whole bruise was about one inch long and ¼" inch high. I had done nothing at all to create such a weird looking bruise. I had done no exercise and had hardly been out of the house for days. I do not bruise easily.


Michael also balanced out the effect of a machine which looked inside my body.

We both 'got' that the reptilians had used some kind of technology that was not on Michael's usual prayer list which had been protecting us for many months from the monthly military abductions which Michael had been undergoing. (See 'The Mars Records'). We 'got' that the reptilians' technology in this case created a wormhole leading to an artificially created reality.

I suggested that in future Michael add "protect against all negative energy physical, metaphysical and spiritual", in addition to the specifics that he prayed for, for protection.

After I was balanced my energy and sense of wellbeing started to return.

It may not have been an accident that they decided to do the abduction on Friday the 13th.

I was hoping that the reptilians had not taken our baby, which should have been two months old at this at that stage. I had had an exceptionally vivid dream weeks earlier that I was carrying a baby girl. I had never had a dream like it in my life. On the strength of that dream we named the baby Susan. I wasn't able to fully face the truth after realizing that I had been abducted - that Susan was gone. But the next day (Saturday) I was spotting blood, and two days later (Sunday) I was bleeding copiously.

On one night - I guess it was Sunday - I was in agony. It is so easy to say "Had a miscarriage". I had never heard that they could be so difficult! Perhaps 'normal' miscarriages do not affect the woman greatly. I was up for hours on the toilet, in total agony. Only prayers helped to finally put an end to it all, and finally get the placenta out.

The baby was gone.

For those who think that this was just a miscarriage, I would like to point out to them that we knew that I had been abducted before we knew that the pregnancy was no longer there.

A few days later, Michael helped me to do a Clearing session with a biofeedback meter to verify the truth of what had happened. That session may not have been as accurate as possible, since Michael was not trained in the use of the biofeedback meter. I basically did a solo session, with Michael supporting me by holding the space, acknowledging me and watching the meter.

During the session I came to remember what happened. As soon as I started the meter indicated that there was something highly stressful to my body. Once Michael commanded me to tell him what happened, the pictures of the abduction came to my mind. In addition, the various reads on the meter indicated that all that I remembered was true. I was in the living room when I was transported through the roof of the apartment, by being transported through a wormhole into another dimension. I was put on a cold metal table. There were four reptilians. They had a big jar for the baby. They attached some kind of machine to my leg, where the bruise was. Through this machine they teleported Susan straight out of my body into the jar.

There were two other incidences after this when I was abducted, after which I was totally wiped out for hours. I could hardly move, I was so de-energised. We 'got' that I had been abducted again because they needed me to give my life force to Susan to keep her alive.

There were numerous times after the first abduction when I would cry a lot over the incident. I finally realized that not all the grief was coming from me - most of it was coming from Susan, who was totally distraught at being stolen from her mother.

Since this time I have wondered how many 'miscarriages' are really abductions. I feel that quite many of them are. My understanding is that the aliens or reptilians have to allow the baby to progress to a certain stage (2-4 months) in the mother, because if they remove it too soon, it won't live

I have been told that it is "normal" to grow a placenta without a foetus inside. Well, my understanding differs. It is my understanding that the only thing driving the growth of the placenta is the hormones produced by the foetus. As soon as the foetus dies (or is not there) and is no longer producing the hormones, that is when the placenta is expelled. WHY do some miscarriages have foetuses present, while others do not?

An article I saw (at http://www.rense.com/) stated shocking statistics on pregnancies:

"Approximately half of all pregnancies in the United States result in prenatal or postnatal death or an otherwise less than healthy baby." This is from
http://books.nap.edu/catalog/9871.html?onpi_newsdoc060100
Scientific Frontiers in Developmental Toxicology and Risk Assessment Committee on Developmental Toxicology, Board on Environmental Studies and Toxicology, National Research Council 354 pages, 6 x 9, 2000, hardback, $47.20

How many of these miscarriages are really abductions by aliens or reptilians?

I understand that many women who have a miscarriage never get over it - they can cry over it years later. This is because, as one woman put it, "it is a piece of you that is gone". I believe that in some of these cases this is made worse because the child is not dead - it is with the aliens who stole it. The child is still connected telepathically to the mother. Another reason is that THE BODY KNOWS the child was taken. The body knows, even when the mind does not.

I would like to end on a note of hope. 'They' may have superior technology. But if you have read 'The Montauk Project' by Peter Moon you will remember that the technology that the military developed to change space/time, and that was based on alien technology, needed the initial input of a psychic (Duncan Cameron) in a chair. Therefore, all this superior technology is still based on our own spiritual abilities. We and others (eg http://www.alienresistance.org/) have already started to find that specific prayer and intention can stop this technology from operating. But we need to know that something is going on before we can fight it.

More links regarding lost pregnancies through abductions:

http://www.relfrauds.www4.50megs.com/lds/ldsritualabuse.html

I have started an egroup for anyone who wants to discuss the phenomenon of lost pregnancy through abductions. Please see
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/lostpregnancy/

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SIMILAR STORIES FROM READERS

Editor's Note: The following story was posted on my egroup 30 Sep 2003. I reprint this here with permission. Posted by Sienna:

I should start by saying that my awareness is and has always been very keen and I have memories from infancy as well as what some call "visions". I have struggled with out-of-body experiences since
childhood. In the recent past, I had made my own connection with info. from E.T. abductions, what doctors like to call "Awareness During Sleep Paralysis" a.k.a "OBE's", narcolepsy, schizophrenia (I
don't have this), and what have you. But there was a missing link to this b/c my pieces never quite fit together rationally. My sister told me that the "Devil" was doing these tings and I just needed to
go to church and learn about God.

Well, I've studied as much religious material as I could get my hands on (including 2 yrs. at a baptist college in Mississippi, eastern religions, and the new-age claims) and have been to many Christian
denominations in the U.S.; but I knew something still wasn't right. My family didn't want to hear these types of things, b/c it scares them and I had to deal with it alone.

Anyway, I moved to Colorado Springs, CO in my early 20's (now 28) to live with my sis. I am extremely sensitive to energy and boy does that area scream with energy (that's a totally different subject). Drifting in and out of OBE almost daily took a huge toll on me. (I can also do this at will.) But I don't want to do it, b/c I hate it. I see beings around me that appear as dark figures. There is one in particular who is always there every single time. I used to think my imagination was creating these things.

I was raped during one of these episodes for the first time (that I remember anyway) in Colorado Springs (age 23). Except this time, the figure wasn't dark and hooded. I was lying on the sofa in my small apartment and it was broad daylight. Suddenly, I felt sleepy (drugged is more like it). It's like someone was weakening me to "pull" me out of my body this time. Well, I couldn't stop it and looked at my door and all of a sudden a tall man with a blonde surfer haircut walked right through the wall beside the door. I was startled, but wasn't as scared because he was so handsome. He looked very clear, but still like a hologram. He came toward me and I noticed his hair seemed to sweep his nose and his eyes were extremely blue and beautiful (brighter than any I've ever seen). I felt as if I knew him already and have for a while. I also felt as if my hormones raged against my will, but I still couldn't move and felt him touching all over my body.

The contact felt like an extremely pleasurable electrical current as he seemed to mend into me in some way. I have to express that this was extremely scary while being extremely pleasurable. I can't
explain it any other way. When I looked into him again, the form changed right before me into a dark shadow of an outline of the former image. I didn't want to see this image and closed my eyes 'til it was over. Afterwards, I could barely move, had a hard time just closing my fists and sitting up. I was extremely exhausted, thirsty, and hungry (as I am after all of my OBE's). But more so, this time. This really scared the living shit out of me so I told no one and started trying to drug myself to sleep with sleep medications and alcohol at bedtime to knock myself into an unthinking and unknowing slumber.

It often puzzled me as to why this image (blonde hair, blue eye guy) was different from previous images I've seen in this state. So, I figured that my mind or an evil spirit mind was making the image in a form I would be attracted to or more comfortable with. But that is ludicrous because my mind would've made an image like Michael Jordan or another attractive black image as I am an African-American and hold mental sexual fantasies mostly based on black men.

It's hard for me to say this, but I tested positive on 2 ept home pregnancy tests 5 weeks later. I had sex with a former boyfriend, but the dates didn't match up. But of course I said it was him. I was losing my mind with all the normal pregnancy symptoms and thought about having an abortion b/c this was just unreal to me. One night, I had a strange dream that doctors were taking the baby out of my body against my will and I woke up sweating profusely and very weakened. I, later, convinced myself that I wanted an abortion b/c I wasn't married, so scheduled an appt. at the abortion clinic through planned parenthood after getting a definite positive result.

I went in on the date (shaken up and all), walking past the few protestors, watched the movie they show the women, then went in for the ultra-sound once I was called. The nurse was confused with a
surprised look on her face (I was silently crying by this time) when she raised her head and told me, "Honey, you're not even pregnant!". She had another to come in and confirm my no-fetus state and they were just stunned and confused. I put on my clothes and ran out. However, I wouldn't mention these events to anyone until a few years later after getting married and moving to Chicago with my husband.

After reading a few messages on this board, I'd like to add that my
blood type is O-negative.





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I wanted to take a second to introduce to you the works and articles
of Sherry Shriner.The large section of articles listed below are from her web sites.I fully trust this woman to be of God in every sence imaginable.I find her work credible.I have also met her in the vision God set forth and showed me.She is the great grandaughter of King
David of the Bible.That is why I know for sure that she is legit. Because I saw her and him with my own eyes.I don't ask that you believe any of this since you were not able to see what God showed me in my vision.And you don't even have to trust in anything I am telling you here about her.Because I am not even asking you to.But I will tell you that if you are a wise soul,you will read some of her articles before you make the decision to trust or not.Because taking a little time now could and will grant you eternal peace of your soul in heaven for all eternity.The doorway that you have been searching for is right in front of you now.The choice is up to you if you want to enter through it.That is why God gave man free will above all other things.But if you are of the type who searches for the real truth in all things.And if you are one who has a feeling deep down in your soul that you were not told everything in the church you have attended your whole life.Then these articles are for you.Beware that some of the articles may seem off the deep end or the ramblings of someone who has fallen off their rocker at first.But if you keep reading with an open mind you will start coming to the realization that the pieces to the greatest puzzle called life will begin to fit together right in front of your eyes.Until when you read all the articles you see that the puzzle is complete.And not only that the puzzle is complete.But that all of the pieces of the puzzle have fit together perfectly.Unless the pieces can do that then there would be no need to read these articles.And one could dismiss them as incorrect and thus they could not be entered into the court of your judgement on this matter.And you could then chuck them all onto the trash heap of wrong fact's.But give it a chance and let it all sink in first.And you will agree afterwards with a little pondering on the information presented that I was indeed correct and not trying to be deceptive in anyway.I can't express to you how important this second is for you right now if you are a non-believer in Christ.For if you walk away without first looking into what I am telling you.You may regret it for all of your eternity.I hope you are of the wise type who will take a look for yourself.Then weigh in on your decision.

Who Is Sherry Shriner?
by Sherry Shriner

Who is Sherry Shriner? I am a servant of the Most High God. But more than that, I'm His Friend and He's my best friend and I couldn't live without Him.
I've loved Him since I can remember. When I was two years old I was proclaiming His Name. I would become re-born in Him at the age of five. My life has been a journey from wondering how to become closer to Him to learning and building that close relationship that no one could ever replace. Some people focus on how they're going to make money or what they're going to accomplish in life and naturally I delved in that as well as I was growing up. But my true love in life was always Him and seeking how to get to know Him better, how I could feel Him closer and getting to know who He was. And that's why I couldn't imagine life without Him, and wouldn't even want to live if I couldn't have Him in my life.
I always had a love for Bible Prophecy. From the earliest days of my youth to even now, I have always been consumed with the end times, and now, when it matters the most will I be consumed by them or will I overcome them and be a conqueror in Him? I know the answer to this for the Lord has revealed it to me. Nothing that happens will come as a surprise to me because He has prepared me. And what I need to know He reveals. He always makes sure I know what I need to. Because I seek Him on these things daily. There's many things He doesn't reveal right away, but over time. But I know I can depend on Him and I've worked hard the past few years to let Him know and to prove to Him that He can also depend on me.
He's led me into many areas, has revealed many truths to me, most I can reveal, some I cannot. Most would rather hang me by a tree by my toe nails with the things I have already revealed, and yet they want more? They can't take more. Most people simply do not want to hear truth when it goes against something they believe.
It takes the heart of a truth seeker to really get to know Yahweh. He won't reveal Himself fully to you otherwise. As you start abandoning and letting go of preconceived ideas and beliefs and realize all the error you've been in and spoon fed all your life by dogma and religion then He can teach you. But not until you stop telling Him what the truth is with your words and your actions. And that's what I had to learn, to let everything go and let Him Himself teach me from the ground up. I had to build my foundation just in Him and on Him and not from myself or what man had taught me.
I love my Father Yahweh and I love His Son and I'm forever grateful and indebted to both of them for saving me from a life without them both. It was Jesus/Yahushua who paved the way so we could worship and meet His Father, Yahweh. There's nothing in this world that could replace Him or have more meaning than getting to know Yahweh Himself. Nothing.
As the days come to a close I am ready to fulfill my calling and destiny in Him I have worked hard building and maintaining websites over the years to educate and inform His people to what has gone on, is going on, or what is coming and I won't stop until He says it's time. And as my enemies can attest, I can't be intimidated either.
I want Him to know that I love Him and that I’m there for Him. If He needs me I'm there. Yes I have the heart of a warrior and I seek to never let Him down.
Yahweh and Yahushua, You had me when You said You loved me.
This poem has always meant the world to me. It would describe myself better than I ever could.
I Am a Soldier
Author unknown

I am a soldier in the army of God.
The Lord Jesus Christ is my Commanding Officer.
The Holy Bible is my code of conduct.
Faith, Prayer, and the Word are my weapons of Warfare.
I have been taught by the Holy Spirit, trained by experience,
tried by adversity, and tested by fire.
I am a volunteer in this army, and I am enlisted for eternity.
I will either retire in this Army or die in this Army;
but, I will not get out, sell out, be talked out, or pushed out.
I am faithful, reliable, capable, and dependable.
If my God needs me, I am there.

I am a soldier. I am not a baby.
I do not need to be pampered, petted, primed up,
pumped up, picked up, or pepped up.
I am a soldier.
No one has to call me, remind me, write me, visit me, entice me, or lure me.

I am a soldier. I am not a wimp.
I am in place, saluting my King, obeying His orders,
praising His name, and building His kingdom!
No one has to send me flowers, gifts, food, cards, candy, or give me handouts.
I do not need to be cuddled, cradled, cared for, or catered to.
I am committed. I cannot have my feelings hurt bad enough to turn me around.

I cannot be discouraged enough to turn me aside.
I cannot lose enough to cause me to quit.
When Jesus called me into this Army, I had nothing.
If I end up with nothing, I will still come out even. I will win.
My God will supply all my needs. I am more than a conqueror.
I will always triumph. I can do all things through Christ.
Devils cannot defeat me. People cannot disillusion me.
Weather cannot weary me. Sickness cannot stop me.
Battles cannot beat me. Money cannot buy me.
Governments cannot silence me, and hell cannot handle me!
I am a soldier.
Even death cannot destroy me.
For when my Commander calls me from this battlefield,
He will promote me to a captain.
I am a soldier, in the Army, I'm marching, claiming victory.
I will not give up. I will not turn around. I am a soldier, marching Heaven bound.

These are the articles that I have written as the Lord has led me to.
Feel free to print and distribute them, but please do so free of charge.
May the Most High be Exalted and Blessed by those who Love Him.
- Sherry Shriner